What the Olympics Taught Me About Devotion

Over the weekend, while traveling to visit family, I accidentally watched a lot of the Olympics.

“Accidentally” meaning — it was just on. And I stayed.

I haven’t watched the Olympics in years. Not for any particular reason. They just hadn’t crossed my path. But this time I found myself completely transfixed.

Holy crap.

It is absolutely insane what humans are capable of.

These are people operating in the top fraction of a percent of humanity. Professionals who have dedicated their lives — truly their lives — to something most of us would consider obscure.

I kept turning to my brother-in-law and asking, “How does someone even discover they’re good at something like curling?”

Not just good. World-class.

And then beyond that — how do they love it enough to give themselves to it? To wake up early. To fall. To lose. To repeat. For years.

The drone shots behind the bobsled and speed skating really put things into perspective. That’s where you can feel the speed. The danger. The razor-thin margins between victory and heartbreak.

They are superhuman.

But here’s what actually got me.

I teared up.

Not because of the gold medals.

But because I watched two downhill skiers finish their runs — both completely exhausted, having just given everything they had. The results flashed on the board. One rejoiced. The other was crushed.

And yet — they turned to each other and embraced.

Different countries. Different languages. Years of rivalry.

Mutual respect.

It hit me harder than I expected.

Because underneath all of the flags and national anthems and commentary, what I was actually witnessing was devotion.

Years of quiet, invisible devotion.

Devotion Is Invisible Most of the Time

We only see the podium moment.

We don’t see the 5:00am practices.
The injuries.
The self-doubt.
The repetition.
The years when no one was watching.

It made me think about craft in general.

About anyone who gives themselves to something long enough that it shapes who they are.

As I sat there watching, I felt something quietly familiar.

Not in an ego way.
Not in a “compare yourself to Olympians” way.

But in a “this is what dedication looks like” way.

I’ve been playing guitar since I was twelve years old.

Long before I could really play it.

Long before I understood scales or modes or tone or discipline.

I just knew I was drawn to it. To the way it felt in my hands. To the sound vibrating through wood and air.

I’ve been chasing sound ever since.

Recording in bedrooms.
Looping in Astoria apartments.
Sitting in front of speakers adjusting a reverb tail by half a decibel.
Vintage synths humming in the background.
Field recordings captured on walks.
Sessions where nothing worked.
Sessions where everything clicked.

No medals.
No podium.

But devotion all the same.

The Long Arc of Showing Up

When I think about it, I’ve dedicated my life to sound.

Not in a glamorous way.
In a consistent way.

The kind where you show up whether you feel inspired or not.
The kind where you keep refining your ear.
The kind where you move through burnout.
Through addiction.
Through grief.
Through doubt.

Two months ago today, our sweet Nala passed.

Time since then has felt both instantaneous and eternal.

My brain has been in survival mode.
Just getting through.

And yet — even in that fog — I’ve still shown up to the studio.

Not because I had to.
Not because of an algorithm.
But because it’s what I do.

It’s my craft. It’s my way of processing. It’s my version of training.

Devotion doesn’t always look dramatic.

Sometimes it looks like quietly sitting at a piano and letting one chord ring.
Sometimes it looks like scrapping a mix and starting over.
Sometimes it looks like releasing ambient music without expectation.

Respect for the Ones Who Show Up

Watching those athletes embrace each other reminded me of something simple:

When you’ve given yourself to something fully, you recognize that same dedication in others.

It’s not about winning.
It’s about the shared understanding of what it took to get there.

There’s something deeply human about that.

In a world that feels increasingly divided — politically, socially, digitally — I found myself unexpectedly moved by the simplicity of respect.

Different countries.
Different ideologies.
Same sacrifice.
Same discipline.
Same love of craft.

And it made me think about the creative community, too.

Every artist I admire — whether ambient composers, film scorers, modular synth explorers, or painters — has devoted their life to something intangible.

We may make wildly different sounds.
We may hold different beliefs.
But underneath it all is a shared devotion to making something honest.

We Are All Training For Something

Maybe not the Olympics.

But something.

Maybe it’s parenting.
Maybe it’s healing.
Maybe it’s sobriety.
Maybe it’s building a life aligned with your values.
Maybe it’s simply trying to be a decent human in a loud world.

I think what moved me most was remembering that beneath the noise, we are all training for something.

We are all trying.
We are all tired sometimes.
We are all giving more than people see.

And when we remember that, it becomes a little easier to extend grace.

To embrace instead of divide.
To respect instead of diminish.

Devotion Over Division

The Olympics didn’t make me patriotic.

They made me reflective.

They reminded me that dedication is sacred.
That craft is worthy.
That respect is powerful.

And they reminded me that even in grief, even in uncertainty, even in survival mode — I am still devoted to what I do.

Not because it makes me special.

But because it keeps me human.

And maybe that’s the point.

We are humans.
All going through things.
Trying to do our best.

And if we can meet each other there — in the shared understanding of effort — maybe we’ll be alright.